Monday, 06 October 2008

• Hola! So I was just sitting here thinking about my dear Alex and then I got to thinking about my jealousy problem. My jealousy is not good at all, it can get really really bad! And ends up hurting me so bad I break out into tears. Alex always says my jealousy is so cute, but he sometimes doesn't really realize how jealous I actually get. Like him and Brooke, I don't mind them being friends but when she makes little comments to me about him it bothers me. Like today after he called her she got back online and was like he is sooo sexy and then I just broke down into tears because it bothered me so much. But I just have to remember that Brookes personality is just perverted and flirtatious and that she means nothing by it. Really none of it has to do with Brooke, but with like most girls. I mean I trust Alex but there is always that fear of him finding someone else because I know there are way better girls out there than me and it won't be long before one of them comes along and takes him away from me. I care for him way to much to be without him. I need to work on my jealousy problem though because I know it can ruin relationships/friendships and I really don't want to be like this. So yeah all I can really do is work on it, right? I just hope he always remembers how special he is to me, how amazing he is, and that I'm ALL his. He is sooo beautiful and has the most oustanding personality. He is the best guy in the whole world! <3

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