Sometimes I wake up to the most unbearable of voices. Faint, but enough to hear the hatred in his and the pain in hers. I try to drift back asleep because I don't want to face the day for I know when I look into the eyes of the most beautiful woman in the world that my heart will break once again. His temper sometimes exceeding to an extreme making me want to run and hide with fear because I cannot stand the abusing words that come from his mouth. Is it too much to ask to be loved and cared for rather than hated and not? Though he says he cares I feel that he does not and I dream of the day he wakes up and realizes the pain he causes us. Each day that goes by the further we all drift away. Oh, how I love him more than words can say but one day enough will be enough. I just hope when that day comes it'll be a start to something better rather than something worse and that we all will be whole and happy again.
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I forgot that you said you had updated this awhile ago or I would've commented earlier. Your entry was sad though..
but I guess that's why it's good to have one of these things..To have a place to say what you're feeling good and bad. *Nods*
So *nudge nudge* update!
I changed my layout to a more Christmas-y theme for a change lol..So no more purple AND this one doesn't blind you either. You should be proud.
You should update your Xanga so we could stay updated on each others lives. Haha..Um yeah. Hi.